a random insanity of my life

Okay so I'm totally doing this illegally...because I am sneaking around at work looking over my shoulder while I type so that nobody see's that I am not currently working on something.

I still miss Switzerland.

But life has gotten interesting within the last week. Excluding the usual insanities that occur in my day to day exisistance, something very random has happened. First...the back story.

Imagine me as a Junior in high school, confused and oppressed in the enviroment known as a public highschool. Towards the end of that year there was this cute guy named Steve Nelson who knew some of my friends....and there was some sort of romantic (maybe?) something going on between us. We hung out, talked on the phone for hours (literal hours), and went on a couple of dates, etc. Then because I didn't know how to deal with boys (still don't actually) it ended. Time progressed and I went away to college never really thinking about him.

During my freshman year of college, he randomly shows up at my doorstep. He was visiting my cousins roomate who was from snow college where he had attended and they somehow found the connection so he decided to come over. I had looked very cute that day...my hair was waved and everything had just worked....BUT I decided to take a shower. So when he shows up my hair is in wet moo-like bun on top of my head and I'm wearing ugly pajamas. NOT the way I want a high-school crush to remember me. So life continues...with one of my regrets being the...lack of resoultion I felt between us.

Fast forward to Wednesday, August 8th, 2006. I'm moving out of my apt and attempting to throw some things away when I find a old high school directory from my junior year...and his number is highlighted. Whitney gave me a small pep-talk and I called the number fully expecting his parents to have moved, or tell me that he is married or something like that. So it rings...and he answers the phone. HE ANSWERED THE PHONE! This moved out of the realm of my expectations. We talked on the phone for about an hour and he said that he was going to try and come up before he started school on the 23rd. I was reeling after this to say the least.

The next day I am moving things and I get a phone call...it's him saying that he helped somebody move to Park City and if it was okay with me he wanted to come up. So I said yes....and he came up...stuff happened....and didn't leave for nearly 24 hours. WHAAAT?? I'm still reeling about this. Apparently there is still something there. We have had some sort of contact (texts, phone, etc) everyday since then....and I really have no idea what's going on here or what I really feel about this. Oh and he lives down in lindon/pleasant grove my home town.

So that is one of the recent devopments in my life.